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What does May mean? May means reminiscing about when JT wore turtle necks and purple shades and we thought it was hot. But May also means it's Mamma's bday, Mother's day, Jay comes home :)!!!!!, Jay's bday... AHHH come on, who else's bday?! A busy intern who doesn't get paid can't spend this kinda money!  Hopefully the money aspect will catch up with the life aspect later on.

Currently I'm trying to stay positive no matter what is going on. Honestly, I'm not even TRYING to be positive, I think i've adapted this lifestyle and I am loving it! Yeah, I don't get much sleep every night, I wake up when it's still dark in the morning to get my work out in, I bust my butt during my internship yet still feel useless somedays while I take a break to cry in the bathroom, I miss my boyfriend who has been gone since freaking January, I have no idea what state I'll be living in or what I will even be doing in the next few months, and I barely have time for my friends anymore.. and yes that may have sounded like a pity party but yano what?! I am still happy as a bee (..Are they even happy? I would probably hate being a bee. Except if I got to eat peanut butter with my honey..) !! 

We don't always need to know where we will be in 2 months, next week.. tomorrow... As long as you're happy where you are in life and continuing to take the steps to reach your personal goals/dreams (even if they're baby steps) you should give yourself a pat on the back. Seriously. Life's too short. Yeah we're busy, we don't get much sleep or have much money.. but it's temporary. And you have your whole life to figure everything out, no matter how old you are :D